30/31: the cosmos & my contemplations
and i must believe that there is some strength left hidden somewhere in this body and mind or else i will not survive. i am not afraid of failing but i am afraid to be too weak to try and that is the thought that haunts me at night. for each year of my life i will dedicate to designing a better self so that i may make up for all my past faults – not the ones that i could not control but the ones that i chose – and in so doing i will create a better life for myself.
i will learn to love myself in a revolutionary way.